Drinking from the Bitter Cup
I started writing this post over a year ago and even though I worked on it several times I was never able to finish it. Be forewarned that there are probably more than a few grammatical errors and times where I switch from talking in present to past tense because I've rewrote this I don't know how many times and each time I cry and then when I try to reread it I cry and I'm just a mess and so is this post. I'm fast to share funny, embarrassing, or down right awkward moments that I have in my life. To me, those are easy to share. It's the serious moments, the big and important life moments that I struggle with sharing. Some things need to be shared, and I really want to share an amazing woman and the struggles that we went through over that last 2 years. The summer of 2017 my Mother-in-law was having trouble with her hand, she thought it was a pinched nerve or arthritis. We kept telling her that she need to go to the doctor and have it checked out and she kept sa...